[ honestly, kaeya was hoping to avoid this. he's had enough of people getting glimpses into the kind of person he is and all the things he needs to hide. still, the part of him that respects emet-selch enough ultimately ends up winning: he won't refuse him.
he thinks back to where this all started, right around when makoto takes his first hit. any conflicting emotions he might have had at the time are trying to come to the surface, but he keeps them all at bay with a layer of frost and snow.
eventually, it gets to the same part of the story that luo binghe had already shared except it's in kaeya's perspective. he cuts things off soon after he turns to ask luo binghe something, looking at makoto who's still crumpled on the ground. ]
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he thinks back to where this all started, right around when makoto takes his first hit. any conflicting emotions he might have had at the time are trying to come to the surface, but he keeps them all at bay with a layer of frost and snow.
eventually, it gets to the same part of the story that luo binghe had already shared except it's in kaeya's perspective. he cuts things off soon after he turns to ask luo binghe something, looking at makoto who's still crumpled on the ground. ]
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