[He trails off a bit at that; it's always a weird, awkward time explaining this. He spent so damn long not talking about it, lying about it to his congregation's face even though he supposes he didn't need to keep it quiet like that - he doesn't remember why he spent so long doing as he did, and that's alarming, but that's a breakdown he can have later, not over communion. Even if small portions of the stress seeps through, not at all helping with the general sense of unease to the transmission.]
I was blessed by an Angel of the Lord - they came to me when I was on my deathbed, and they saved my life, and I was granted multiple blessings upon my restoration. Part of this was an understanding of God's will, and with it came the knowledge that I was bearing witness to one of the signs of the end times. And in exchange for the blessings laid unto me, my life was to be used to bring about the events described of our end of days.
I was not asked by my church. I was asked by my God.
[...That sure is a description of what happened.]
The means of expression of faith are different here. But if the goal - this end of times, the end of worlds - is ultimately the same, then who am I to argue with the means?
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[He trails off a bit at that; it's always a weird, awkward time explaining this. He spent so damn long not talking about it, lying about it to his congregation's face even though he supposes he didn't need to keep it quiet like that - he doesn't remember why he spent so long doing as he did, and that's alarming, but that's a breakdown he can have later, not over communion. Even if small portions of the stress seeps through, not at all helping with the general sense of unease to the transmission.]
I was blessed by an Angel of the Lord - they came to me when I was on my deathbed, and they saved my life, and I was granted multiple blessings upon my restoration. Part of this was an understanding of God's will, and with it came the knowledge that I was bearing witness to one of the signs of the end times. And in exchange for the blessings laid unto me, my life was to be used to bring about the events described of our end of days.
I was not asked by my church. I was asked by my God.
[...That sure is a description of what happened.]
The means of expression of faith are different here. But if the goal - this end of times, the end of worlds - is ultimately the same, then who am I to argue with the means?