[He feels that much, honestly.]

I just want to be useful; I don't want to be in the way, or be a burden on people - I hate being a burden on people.

I'm not really great at self-defense either - like I said, not really a combatant - but I've been told to work on defending myself in some way. [You know, by Childe, just now.] I don't die easily, I know that much to be true. But I'd...really prefer not dying at all.