[ Mere minutes ago Amos would've taken a step back, upset with himself for evoking that reaction from Yuya. Before all of this came to a head, before he'd become aware of just how deep his commitment goes.
There's a limit to how well he can relate to a person, and turns out — just as Yuya's shared something with him Amos has to think he hasn't shared with anyone else, at least not here — he's hit his limit. What Yuya thinks, what Yuya believes, no longer matters.
He feels everything go cold as that realization hits him. Keeps his gaze on him, everything flat but for an undercurrent of frustration he's doing his damnedest to stamp out. ]
Guess not.
[ This is so hard to reconcile, what the Regent had said with what Amos knows — that Yuya doesn't deserve any of this. Whatever he's said he's done, the fate being served up for him is wrong. And it turns out there's no way for him to make it work, so Amos just. Drops it entirely.
Any semblance of emotion is gone from him when he speaks again. ]
If I'm the one who gets you, then I'll make it quick.
[ He's actually not entirely certain in the present moment about his ability to end Yuya like that, but if the chance ever comes, then yeah, he'll probably have it in him. He'll be sure by then. ]
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There's a limit to how well he can relate to a person, and turns out — just as Yuya's shared something with him Amos has to think he hasn't shared with anyone else, at least not here — he's hit his limit. What Yuya thinks, what Yuya believes, no longer matters.
He feels everything go cold as that realization hits him. Keeps his gaze on him, everything flat but for an undercurrent of frustration he's doing his damnedest to stamp out. ]
Guess not.
[ This is so hard to reconcile, what the Regent had said with what Amos knows — that Yuya doesn't deserve any of this. Whatever he's said he's done, the fate being served up for him is wrong. And it turns out there's no way for him to make it work, so Amos just. Drops it entirely.
Any semblance of emotion is gone from him when he speaks again. ]
If I'm the one who gets you, then I'll make it quick.
[ He's actually not entirely certain in the present moment about his ability to end Yuya like that, but if the chance ever comes, then yeah, he'll probably have it in him. He'll be sure by then. ]