[ He blinks up at him in surprise. I'm fine is clearly just some reflexive shit, but this is drastic enough that Amos doesn't want to just give him a flat look, as though that'll be what makes Matt course correct.
Everything he says after that is already too fucking weird for him to comprehend, anyway.
He looks back down at the stump. ]
At least it's not bleeding.
[ There's a forced casualness to his voice, like he's almost trying to make a joke, but he can't really hide his discomfort at the way things around it are fraying on a spiritual level. He didn't think he was signing up to perceive shit like that, but now that he can, it's so disconcerting—
Back up at Matt, even though, shit, whatever's going on there is putting him on edge. Not like he's never seen someone lose a body part. That part's normal. Not great, but normal. But—
Ah, fuck, he needs to get over it. If Matt's not freaking out about it then it's probably fine. ]
Why would you— [ He stops. He doesn't know how to word this, but he is trying to be supportive. Fuck, he really hopes that's coming across. Amos' voice is soft and sincere as he starts back up, like he's afraid he's going to say something that's gonna send Matt into hysterics. Last thing he wants to do is upset him. ] Why did you want to do it?
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Everything he says after that is already too fucking weird for him to comprehend, anyway.
He looks back down at the stump. ]
At least it's not bleeding.
[ There's a forced casualness to his voice, like he's almost trying to make a joke, but he can't really hide his discomfort at the way things around it are fraying on a spiritual level. He didn't think he was signing up to perceive shit like that, but now that he can, it's so disconcerting—
Back up at Matt, even though, shit, whatever's going on there is putting him on edge. Not like he's never seen someone lose a body part. That part's normal. Not great, but normal. But—
Ah, fuck, he needs to get over it. If Matt's not freaking out about it then it's probably fine. ]
Why would you— [ He stops. He doesn't know how to word this, but he is trying to be supportive. Fuck, he really hopes that's coming across. Amos' voice is soft and sincere as he starts back up, like he's afraid he's going to say something that's gonna send Matt into hysterics. Last thing he wants to do is upset him. ] Why did you want to do it?