[ At his core, Howl is one of those do-gooders; the brainwashing he's been victim to has tempered that impulse within him. With it comes an inability to think on that level at the moment, and an associated inability to see the situation from their point of view, to try to predict what they might do. But the Pleroma aren't logical, after all. Can anyone blame him?
There's a pause as Howl makes the mental equivalent of a sigh. For some reason, everything feels so complicated right now, even though the perspective he's been forced into having is telling him it isn't. After everything that's happened, Howl can still feel it — the pull of the Pleroma. It's terrifying. ]
I... [ the thought trails off. Is there any point in talking about this with anyone? Even and especially Emet-Selch? He hesitates for a moment, but then his need for comfort and attention wins out. ] ...I killed a woman in Godsblood.
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[ At his core, Howl is one of those do-gooders; the brainwashing he's been victim to has tempered that impulse within him. With it comes an inability to think on that level at the moment, and an associated inability to see the situation from their point of view, to try to predict what they might do. But the Pleroma aren't logical, after all. Can anyone blame him?
There's a pause as Howl makes the mental equivalent of a sigh. For some reason, everything feels so complicated right now, even though the perspective he's been forced into having is telling him it isn't. After everything that's happened, Howl can still feel it — the pull of the Pleroma. It's terrifying. ]
I... [ the thought trails off. Is there any point in talking about this with anyone? Even and especially Emet-Selch? He hesitates for a moment, but then his need for comfort and attention wins out. ] ...I killed a woman in Godsblood.