Then channel your anger into something productive. Focus on becoming stronger, and think of ways you can contribute.

I want this war to end as quickly as possible, too, and no doubt many others feel the same. But we all have to do our utmost to make that a reality.

[No doubt some of them enjoy battle for its own sake, or the pleasures of Achamoth, or both, and would happily see this drag on indefinitely. Barnaby isn't one of them, so he can sympathise.]